{"id":1091,"date":"2009-12-05T09:40:38","date_gmt":"2009-12-05T08:40:38","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.tragovi.com\/blog\/?p=1091"},"modified":"2009-12-03T04:41:54","modified_gmt":"2009-12-03T03:41:54","slug":"ne-postojim-vise","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.tragovi.com\/poezija\/2009\/12\/05\/ne-postojim-vise\/","title":{"rendered":"Ne postojim vi\u0161e"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>probudim se<br \/>\ni znam da me nema<br \/>\nustajem, hodam, umivam se<br \/>\npu\u0161tam sve one uobi\u010dajene jutarnje re\u010di<br \/>\nda zori u susret polete<br \/>\na, opet, nema me<br \/>\nnavla\u010dim na se svakodnevnicu<br \/>\npopravim malo okovratnik<br \/>\ndosadnih obaveza koji me sve vi\u0161e ste\u017ee<br \/>\nzakop\u010dam dugmad na srcu<br \/>\nda mi da\u0161ak \u017eivosti slu\u010dajno ne uleti&#8230;<br \/>\nRazdelim svoje ve\u0161ta\u010dke osmehe!<br \/>\nDanas se mogu u svakoj kineskoj radnji<br \/>\nbagatelno pazariti,<br \/>\na ja sam ih razne kupila:<br \/>\none za razma\u017eenu decu,<br \/>\nza dovidjenja mu\u017eu<br \/>\nkoji negoduju\u0107i posmatra ljeskanje<br \/>\nmoje najnovije mini suknje<br \/>\ni jo\u0161 zgodnog koraka,<br \/>\npa jedan za ljubaznog taksistu,<br \/>\nza prodava\u010dice sendvi\u010da u kafeteriji,<br \/>\nza dobro jutro kolegama<br \/>\nza \u0161efa&#8230;<br \/>\nsve sami fini, jeftini a korisni osmesi<br \/>\nza vi\u0161ekratnu upotrebu&#8230;<br \/>\ni tako&#8230;<br \/>\nradim sve \u0161to treba<br \/>\ni \u0161to se od mene, uzorne, o\u010dekuje da radim&#8230;<br \/>\nSve, a da zapravo niko ne prime\u0107uje da ne postojim&#8230;<br \/>\ni da ni sutra ne\u0107u postojati<br \/>\ni nikad vi\u0161e ne\u0107u postojati<br \/>\nnikad vi\u0161e&#8230;ugu\u0161ila sam se u nemo\u0107i<br \/>\nkao mati \u0161to ugu\u0161i ne\u017eeljeno novorodjeno \u010dedo,<br \/>\nja \u010dedomorka, u ime \u017eivota&#8230;<br \/>\ni tako je opet<br \/>\ni opet<br \/>\ni opet,<br \/>\nsve dok mi se umorni kapci<br \/>\nsa snovima ne sastanu<br \/>\ni voljom andjela na trenutak samo<br \/>\nponovo se rodim&#8230;<br \/>\nsamo do jutra, i samo u snovima , na\u017ealost<br \/>\nistinski nasmejana!<\/p>\n<p><strong>Aleksandra Peji\u0107<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>probudim se i znam da me nema ustajem, hodam, umivam se pu\u0161tam sve one uobi\u010dajene jutarnje re\u010di da zori u susret polete a, opet, nema me navla\u010dim na se svakodnevnicu popravim malo okovratnik dosadnih obaveza koji me sve vi\u0161e ste\u017ee zakop\u010dam dugmad na srcu da mi da\u0161ak \u017eivosti slu\u010dajno ne uleti&#8230; Razdelim svoje ve\u0161ta\u010dke osmehe! &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/www.tragovi.com\/poezija\/2009\/12\/05\/ne-postojim-vise\/\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Ne postojim vi\u0161e<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[5],"tags":[120],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.tragovi.com\/poezija\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1091"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.tragovi.com\/poezija\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.tragovi.com\/poezija\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.tragovi.com\/poezija\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/3"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.tragovi.com\/poezija\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1091"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/www.tragovi.com\/poezija\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1091\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1093,"href":"https:\/\/www.tragovi.com\/poezija\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1091\/revisions\/1093"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.tragovi.com\/poezija\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1091"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.tragovi.com\/poezija\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1091"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.tragovi.com\/poezija\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1091"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}